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Hi! I'm Scott. I've been fighting this battle for nearly three decades. I know you can live a full, happy life with mental illness, and I want to help you get there. Each Sunday newsletter includes tips for living your best life while teaching the truth about bipolar disorder. Join our family of 750+ members today!

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Bipolar Disorder and Making Peace with the Pill Bottle

One of the most frustrating parts of bipolar life is when your mind spirals into darkness in the blink of an eye. It can be a perfectly sunny day, birds singing, flowers blooming, when suddenly a switch gets flipped and all the good disappears. Mostly, I try to keep the content here positive, but the realities of mental illness include many negative days. Here’s what I wrote Wednesday morning while getting ready for work. The day started fine. | Image made by author with OpenArt. “There’s a...

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Ugh, this was a week! Freezing temps, snow, ice, a sick colleague, and my very first tax return submitted to the IRS was rejected. Not a great start to tax season. It’s Saturday as I write this. It thrilled me this morning to wake up to snow on the ground because it meant I didn’t have to go anywhere. (Where I live, a little snow closes everything.) I’m so tired, and that scares me a little too, but I spent the morning painting. The time in my art corner makes me feel mentally refreshed, even...

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How’s your New Year going? It feels impossible to be starting another year, but here we are. As you read this, I’m in my last hours before a new tax season begins and 9:00 tomorrow morning. The next 15 weeks of my life are going to revolve almost entirely around taxes. The good news is I took some extra time off during the holidays and was super productive at home. Not only did I get a few longstanding projects completed, I also plotted out the content for my newsletters for the next 16...

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Life throws a lot at you. In just the past two weeks, I had kidney stones, the husband of a woman I work with had a horrific car accident, and one of our dearest friends passed away. Add in the extra darkness of this time of year and all the other chaos that's raging inside my brain, and you have a recipe for an epic disaster. It's hard to stay on the light side when all the bad hits you bang! Bang! BANG!!! With everything that’s happened, I’ve been thinking about gratitude. Because even on...

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It's autumn here in Southeast Tennessee, and last week, the leaves finally started to change. Most of the trees were still green, which is strange because peak color season should have started three weeks ago. But Mother Nature has her own schedule, and so we have to be patient until she chooses to shine. Seeing the bright hints of yellow in the woods behind my house got me thinking about color. I had a busy week at work last week, working many more hours than I normally do as I finished the...

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Yep, I'm a bit late today. Long story, but I won't bore you with the details. Since the leaves are rapidly falling outside my window, I used them as inspiration. This week's featured post is about how you can be like a tree. Reader, I hope all is well with you. Thank you for being here today. Until next time, keep fighting. Scott Ninneman Please share this newsletter: [ARCHIVE URL GOES HERE] Be Like a Tree and Let Your Past Fall Away Today is the day to let go. Be like a tree and let it go. |...

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Taking some time off is often the best way to gain clarity. A few days away from the things that are stressing you often make things a little clearer. But then there are other times when, no matter how much time you take, things still don’t make sense. I feel like I’m in the latter place. I didn’t mean to take so much time off. I originally thought I would take a week or two. I hoped the break would give me an epiphany and show me what I needed to do. But the truth is, here I am four weeks...

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Ever since I had COVID earlier this year, fatigue has been my enemy. When I start getting tired, even if it's first thing in the morning, I begin feeling nauseated and dizzy. So it is that I spent most of today (Saturday) in bed. And I hate it. Having bipolar sucks some days, and when you have another chronic illness with it, the suck is even worse. Mentally, I'm in an okay place, just really sleepy and brain foggy. That's why this update is so short. In the Club this week, we will focus on...

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I’m no longer a fan of fireworks. While they’re pretty to watch a few times a year, they’re torture when your neighbor shoots them off every night for two and a half weeks. My nerves are fried, like an egg on a summer sidewalk, and my poor cat, Bootsy, is afraid to stay outside longer than it takes to do her business. Thinking about the fireworks reminded me of how bipolar disorder affects every part of your life. Something as simple as enjoying fireworks can be completely overwhelming for...

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Do you ever wonder who I am? Many of you are brand new to the All Things Bipolar Newsletter, the Positivity Club, and the Speaking Bipolar blog. A few have been with me for a while. My longest subscriber goes all the way back to March 5, 2019. (Thanks for sticking around, Juan!) Even if you have been hanging around a while, you probably have questions. So, once a year, I like to do an about-me post. One I wrote in fairy-tale format, and the longest one is the continuing Surviving Bipolar...